Keep Swimming

 Seven billion people and some of us have just had the best day of our lives. Today may have been the worst day of your life but you should celebrate the simple fact that it wasn't your best day but it is on its way. Because we all get lucky in turn.

Remember those days when you thought of dying; you survived those days. You can survive this day too. You will heal sweetheart. You just have to trust the process.

Wake up from your bed, make some coffee, open your journal and get all your feelings laid on every blank page of your journal. Write about everything. Write about those days that you were happy, write about those days that were tough still you made it through, write about those people who made you happy, write about your first day at school, write about your best friend, write about the best day of your life, write about the person you lost, write about that day when you made the best coffee. Write about it. It doesn't have to make any sense to others as long as it makes sense to you.

And When life gets you down do you know what you've gotta do?.....just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming.

       

   -- that's what Dory said to marlin when marlin was looking for Nemo.

Keep swimming!

Let Yourself Feel Everything

 Let yourself feel everything. Maybe whatever you're feeling right now doesn't make any sense, maybe everything is alright you're just scared, maybe just because someone is not with you right now doesn't mean they don't love you anymore. You have to know the feeling is real, but it may not be true. If you don't let yourself feel anything you'll never know.

By ignoring what you're feeling right now, maybe you're keeping peace around you. But what about the peace inside you? 

People often say it's just feeling it'll pass. Truth is it will never pass unless you let yourself feel anything.

We all are messed up people. We do things that we never wanted to do. Yet it happens. Everything happens for a reason trust that. Everything got messed up so that it can be fixed in a better way. Trust that.

Get all your feelings laid out on every blank page of your journal. See what you're missing. Tell yourself what you need to hear and let those feelings pass away.

I Hope They Will Think About Me

 It's scary to think that one day after I'm gone people will forget about me. They will forget about my existence. I hope they don't.

I hope they will think about me every time they see someone who's crazy enough to do anything but too scared to take the first step. I hope they will think about me every time they see someone who gets excited about the little things. I hope they'll think about me every time they see a sunflower. I hope they will think about me every time while drinking coffee. I hope they'll think about me every time someone mentions street food. I hope they'll think about me every time they see someone who's too lazy to finish a book. I hope they'll think about me every time they meet someone who's a crazy animal lover. I hope they'll think about me every time someone talks about FRIENDS. I hope they will remember the smell of mine. I hope they will remember my touch, the sound of my voice. I really hope they will. I hope there will always be something that will remind them of me.

So that when I'm not around I'll still be there. Forever.

One Day I'll Know

Today I'm here writing my first blog because for the very first time I want to know how I actually feel. For the first time, I'm really trying to listen to myself about what I couldn't say for years.  For the first time, I wanna know how I want to see myself actually. For the first time, I want to know why everything happened the way it had been. For the first time, I want to know what brought me here today. For the first time, I want everyone to hear me. For the first time, I want to put all my thoughts, and feelings into something. For the first time, I want to know who I'm and who I can be. If I keep writing about it maybe one day I'll know.

Self-love is something I can never do. It is too damn hard. But if I want to do everything for the first time I must try to love my own self. It's called self-love for a reason- it comes from YOU.